health
on this page, there will be mentions of bodily and mental health that are unfiltered and may be disgusting/triggering. it's also sort of a diary.
this is not a self-improvement blog.
entries
july 6 2026 / monday 
craving alcohol so bad. i officially have no more left and no way to get any. it's all i want rn and the withdrawals are awful. i would do ANYTHING to get some but i know for a fact i can't get away with stealing from the store.
on a more positive note, i was able to poop multiple times yesterday and today without using any laxatives (though i did drink prune juice). i was scared of this blockage causing a bowel perforation but my anxiety has gone down a bit.
i woke up at 1:00PM today. i haven't been getting to sleep early but at least i'm sleeping at all.